Betazoid

Is it hard to post a handful of posts in a year? No- not at all. When I look back I think that I have kept as many posts out there as I have erased. Could I be more of an over achiever?- yikes! And you wonder why I don't feel known by anyone at all. Could someone please plumb the depths of my soul? (other than God)

I can't think of a better place to express myself than a blog no one reads. I can't remember what I had to share though.

I feel like a droid at the end of the mortgage day. Resistance is futile- rates will rise, get over it! Well how much rate do you have in your poket anyway!?!?!

Yes I am a closet Star Trek junkie, but alas is there a show without Jean Luc Picard? I don't know if I have ever told anyone but I think I am part Betazoid. It sounds like a really boring thing to be. I don't think it is at all. Unfortunately I think my empath qualities are broken. I know so much about how I think other people feel that I forget how I feel and what I think and where my boundaries lie in the whole universe scheme of things. It's sad really.

Tomorrow I turn another day older and celebrate the whole darn year. I am in a better place than last year but still not the place I long to be. Happy Birthday to me. And to you.