WOW!

OK- so I am overwhelmed at my own ineptitude. I started school last Wednesday and boy it has been a decade since I have had to buckle down this hard. I have even made definition flash cards of every word in my first assignment.

I am in friggin remedial Psychology and I feel like I have brain damage. I used to just get by without any tough studying and be a B student. Even with my AP classes I would average a B average. Now- I feel like I am learning how to study all over again.

On top of it I am not accustomed to learning over the internet. I am thinking taht I am greatly missing the tons of knowledge that I recieve from listening to a professor lecture. Thank God for teachers!

I hope it gets easier - my sister says it will. The first few chapters aren't always juicy and fun. I cannot wait until I am over the hump of feeling like I don't know how to learn. I know I have it in me and I will prevail. I need an A in everythign from here on out because I want to raise my GPA.

If I can learn to process mortgages I know I can do anything that I put my mind too.